hopeful visit
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hopeful visit
Saw him in rehab for the first time. He looks good and sounds positive. My heart wants to believe everything that he said but my head I still spinning like a washing machine. Iv set my boundaries (I wont tolerate a heroin addict in my life) it can have him but it certainly isn't taking me aswell. He knows how much i love him so how do I know he is going to accept these boundaries. The uncertainty of the future and the lack of control is horrible. The day before he went to rehab (bearing in mind I only found out two days prior) I locked the front door and he begged me to open it in the morning which I did. Well he told me yesterday that if I hadn't of opened the door he would of even climbed out of a window to get that shit. This is so far beyond my reality that I'm finding it hard to understand how it could have such a hold over him and why he would let it. Confused! X